new years eve

here's what you do

I saw the light coming from my window.

I had noone to shoot but myself.

in my mind its all different anyhow.

I've had a really nice christmasday.
Saw the last Narniafilm this morning as we always have done since the first movie came out.
and the yearly gifts for me was alot of things. Thinking about taking some cool photos or something and post.

Ye, Merry Christmas to all of u.

I need a place to hide before the storm begins.

Can't wait!! Theyre coming to sweden to play their so damn good music and im going to be there! With two of my best friends and YES! we're going to have one hell of a time!

.. hehe .. and all of the .. rockerboys. hehehe



music all over the place.

Ï just ordered one hell of a nice necklace from USA. The Thirty Seconds to mars-triad. Mmhm, yummy. 230 swedish crowns. Not much for be shipped all over pretty much the whole world.
I would like to order some CD's too. Like The gaslight anthem, the black keys, Rolling Stones, The animals ... ye stuff like that.

I went to a nearby city to buy the rest of all the christmaspresents. And when i was going to go get the TheDoors-tshirt... it was all out of stock.

got alot of .. what?

Today i am going to run around the whole city buying christmaspresents, visiting my birthday-girl-friend, doing all the little stuff ready and then maybe i'll be able to squeeze some dancingtime later on the night.

Last night i had a hard time to fall asleep. So i, in some weird kind of way ended up thinking about people. Every living soul in this planet. Everyone. Every single one has their own little "bubble" if i can call life a bubble. Just like me. Theyre exactly thesame. They have their own plans, thoughts, feelings, directions in life.
I use to capture myself thinking about it when im out. The people i meet on the street, in stores, on the bus. Where are they going? where have they been? what horrible or beautiful things have she been through? and him, what dreams does he have? It's maybe a weirdo thing to think about. But yesterday i actually understood the meaning of two things i have read.

"Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle"
"Through yourself you know others"

Its a heavy thing for a curious human being like me.

Ye.

Now i have to try it out through the fire.

I like the smell of today.

Been hangin' out with my so damn cool friend rebecka. Went to a nearby city and checked out some secondhand stores. She bought a wicked blazer and i a wicked earring on the best stores of all, h&m.


And some heavy music: 
The strokes - You only live once 
Kings of Leon - Four kicks

shitload

 

got heavy feet

Been at work all day.
Served some guys from Holland. They were really cool and i had been missing the sound of english not pronounced with a swedish accent.

The painting for my friend got finished yesterday after about 12 hours working on it.

And the last thing im going to write is that im going back to school tomorrow after six weeks of workplace practice. I've missed it!

can't even listen to their music. It just gives me some heavy shitload of depressed feelings.

If some asshole would walk up to me and say i will never get the chance to see these guys live, it'd be written allover my face "I may look calm, but in my mind i've killed you three times".

Oh babe.

Photos like these keep my love to photography burning.

well it's all right now

Me and dad are sitting in the livingroom.

Listening to The rolling Stones.
New york Dolls.
Blondie.
Lour Reed.

Yeah. I know. My dad is really cool.

Ye and Kristen Stewart looks best, outside of the whole.. twilight vampire world.

"You can't burn out if you're not on fire" - Jim Morrison.

I have decided!
The tattos i am going to get iis....
A little text on the right ring-finger.
A Triad on the backside of my upper right arm.
A text on the right side of my chest.
And for last, a picture of something on the bottom side of my left wrist.


OH YEA.

somebody gotta save my soul

to prove im right.

I get too mutch money after working for my own good.
I am shopping by impulse. I see one really nice T-shirt and i go like "WHAT? 100 crowns? im buying!" ye.. and when you do that like .. 5 times you dont have mutch money left. And when you are going out with your friends and you find more things at the mall that you like.


Ye . when i get old, im totally going to hire a person who has the control over my money.

A friend in need is a friend indeed. A friend with weed is better. - Placebo

Just came home.
Got a really bad headache.
Want to listen to music, but my music just gives me more headache.

 

I just have to tell you.

Ive got the most beautiful christmascookies hanging in my window. 

THE BEST.

 Echelon all the way.

I would like it something like that.

I like the beer on the windowpane. And the messy sheets. The christmaslights thats hanging all over the place. It seems so magical.

If your copy is missing. Contact your dealer.

I tend to become very aggressive when my paintings don't come out as i've planned.
So right now I am .. very aggressive.

who needs touch when you've got words?

me and rings are like alcohol and party.

thinking about acting like one of those wierdo fashionbloggers and post my secondhandcatches.
But im pulling my sences together and realizing, no. I may be uncool. But now that uncool.

So im telling you. Poncho, gray longsleeved tshirt, black longsleeved tshirt, BIG black sweater, gray sweater, two rings, one necklace, jeans, steelfeather earrings, two hats,. and all that for about 300 crowns.

Yep, I AM THE BEST SECONDHANDSHOPPER IN THE WORLD.

They tumble and fight. They're beautiful.

And blazing with light, is the whitest and the tallest and the biggest one.

Have had a great night at work today. Love that café and everybody i work with, you girls rock!
Have started to plan for newyearseve too. It's going to be so fucking great with all the best people in the world, just dont get any better then that.

Some people see rock & roll as youth culture, and when youth culture becomes monopolized by big business, what are the youth to do? Do you have any idea?

 

A while ago but anyhow, we really had a great night. Partied our fuckin heads off and Rebecka had one shot to mutch, love her for that.

From the right: Me, Rebecka, Freja, Fanny and Lucas.

"were are my twenty quid?" - In my FUCK OFF pocket.

 

Joy Divison.

The picture will lead you the way.

Let me be, your everlasting light.

I wanna go outside. The sun is shining for the first time in like a hundred years.
But then to the big Q. What the hell am i going to do outside when its -14 degrees?
haha im laughing the weather straight in the face and saying "oh hell no, im stayin inside".

The black keys are yelling from my speakers right now. And only the black keys the whole day trough.

I just realized i have a weekness.

.. and when they have dark curls, tattos, cigarettes and the music.
Rockboys in their simplicity.

Can't wake up cuz my dreams are to fuckin heavy

Oh my.

Shit as fuck this is so good.

The Black keys.
Just realized how truly fucking unbelievable asskicking awesome music they make.

Don't know what to do, you're drivin me wild.

Stole it from a superb new friend.

 

Click on the freakin picture and you'll hear it.

"if they're not going to let me in, i'm going to sit outside" Patti Smith had the punk-attitude even before the punk era had begun.

Had the funniest time today at the peace&lovecafé. My thought was to invite as mutch people as possible, but some couldnt come, someone laid at home thinking that it was tomorrow we we're going to meet up and some had other shit going in.
There will be more time-spending-hours at  that place, i promise. simply cant get enough of it.

They serve beer.

what goes on

The velvet underground and MC5.


Yeah. There is something magical happening there i cant figure out.
The 60-70s rock is like nothing else.

"A friend is someone who gives you total freedom to be yourself. " - Jim Morrison

I miss my classmates. 

I miss my teachers.

I Miss my school.

I miss the new computers in my school.

Guess I am fucked up.

Bro, it'll be like.. Luke Duke and, the other guy.

"I feel so deep i almost feel stoned"

I do believe in fairytales.

Or something like that.

I do believe that you someday will get what you've been fighting for for a long time.
When some shit goes down, some other shit goes up.
There is a meening with everything.

or something.

I have never liked Nirvana. But i cant deny that Kurt Cobain is interesting.

the best way to play music is live.

Band of horses the 21st february, White lies the 28th february and The National the 1st mars. DO I LOVE CONCERTS OR WHAT?.

and why the hell are you screaming so?

They woke us up today at 07.00. So fucking early. My first thought was "what the hell are we going to to this early on a sundaymorning?!" she replied "we're going to his old bakery. we'll make bread and chistmascandy"
You know, had'nt she been such a pain in the ass an screamed for us every third second until we came downstairs, i would have said "fuck you, im going to bed".

well, i got homemade pizza and lots and lots of candy. Guess im happy.

Dying for a cigarette though.

"Guess im just to Kurt Cobain"

Full of candy and still has a slight of the morningfeeling of a hangover.
I know now that housemusic isnt my thing. Been there done that.

I'm home now, in the indierockworld.

Gotta tell you bout this supercool movie.

Highway. Mmhm. Probably the two sexiest men on earth. In the same freakin movie.


think i just ..

yea.


You should see it.

this is probably the only time in life when you truly can say u wish u were older.