when you've been blind

I guess the time is right. I just cant understand why it had to go so far.
The only thing that's left is why noone told me. Noone told me the biggest secret of all.

I'm sorry.
You're bigger than you think.

when the other side is calling

I just hate school right now.

It's so much work to do all the time and it feels like i'll never get everything done.
I've got until the 24th to write four essays and a radioshow.


I'm going to die.
Rebecka, if you read this, all my cd's are yours if i die.

with every occasion

when youve been at the bottom

Hi.

this blog has been buried for a long time, and at the same time, ive been burying some old parts of myself.
Ive been nothing but confused, stressed out and selfdestructive.

Ive been trying to find new ways in a  sea of mud.
but i think im on my way out.

ive got a feeling that only good awaits now.