search and destroy.

I guess summoning 2010 as it has been lies at it's place, dosen't it?


But now when i think about it i can't remember very much from it, guess i havent been very observant while living through it. But a few things do appear.
I lived through the spring only on the hopes for the summer. I did have a period somewhere just between winter and spring when the only thing I wanted was to get out of here, leave everyone i knew, everything i was. I couldnt find anything that was precious enough to me that would make me stay in this shithole to town.
But spring went and summer came, me and my friends in school got closer. Peace&love could have been much better, but one person was there to light the whole thing up for me and we went through light and darkness, she lost her mobilephone and I lost my clubmasters. But we fought through the shitty puss without.
 I ended my summerholiday in Härnösand with my cousins and after that stockholm with good friends.
Somewhere here i began to understand what it was that i didnt want to keep, what I wanted to be, what i wanted to leave behind and what i had to do to become. Everything changed.
Autumn was at my doorstep and i turned 18. Me and my friends became closer the ever. I started to understand what i did put validation into, what i was looking for in other people and what i thought was important in life, so i chased after it.
I went through alot of changes within and a friend intriduced housemusic to me. I was hooked, but somewhere i couldnt understand why i still always wanted change.
The autumn became colder. I met my cousins again and this period ran away with nothing to hold on to. The autumn was suddenly over, my tattoo became the mirror to my heart and soul and the winter had began. And i guess it was somewhere here i understood music was my fire, and i spent alot of time dreaming through my windows at night looking at the stars above. A very good friend appeared 1000 miles away from here, Sidewalk youth was born and now we're suddenly halfway through winter.

But there are a few things im proud of. I found my love in 30stm. I got to now myself better. And i got one HELL of a start to 2011 that can be nothing else then the start to the new me.
I dont want anything to change.

so, whatever you do don't be afraid of the dark. Cover your eyes, the devil's inside.